Lost in thought...
I made a friend a promise – I promised to return to school with my past 5 weeks put on paper… A letter explaining what I’m feeling and who I want to be and what I want to achieve. It’s been bugging me that I don’t have the words or emotions to explain any of the mentioned points. I am content with my life, my relationship with God and everything. But, strangely I don’t have anything to say about it. I don’t have an inspirational speech. I don’t have complaints. I don’t have any words. It is taking a lot from me just to write this.
One thing I have to say though us that I’m excited. God has been revealing so much to me and to my family. I’m honoured to be a part of his plan. Suddenly thoughts I’ve had for years are being confirmed and life is making so much sense. I’d try to explain what I mean…. But my words simply can’t.
My thoughts concerning school: What’s that can you eat it? I really don’t spend more that 5 minutes thinking of school daily – Shocking I know since I’m in matric. But seriously it’s just school and it’s not the end of the world(yet). And I’ll do my best, but I have more going on in my life that just books. If any teachers have a problem with that… Well shame ;)
Thank you Ma, Pa en Boetie. I’m loving being home, just the 4 of us. And I know one thing for sure… We are in for good and exciting things. Ek’s lief vir julle.